As I am laying here in bed trying so hard to fall asleep, all I can think about is my blog. There is so much flying through my head right now. Many different things I want to write about.
I think my problem with blogging is I have been getting bored with it. I've been writing about the same things all the time. And there are quite a bit of things I wish I could write about but I don't because I have friends and family that read this blog. I mean, that was the whole reason of starting this thing, right?
I've thought about starting a new blog and writing about the things I didn't feel comfortable sharing with people I see and talk to in real life, but I don't think I will. I don't think I will share the URL on my Facebook anymore, so maybe the people who read my blog are people who actually care about us, or at least like us (or not!). Haha.
I want to write about so much. And I don't want it to be a chore. So I will never have sponsors, or adds. I don't want to get paid to write about my life. I just want to have stories and pictures in one place so I can look back and relive it all.
So, here's to starting fresh. I hope I can keep up with the random thoughts/ideas/vents/and whatever else I come up with.
I'm afraid your perfectionist is showing. Stop censoring yourself for the wonder of how others will receive your thoughts. You are what you are, it is what it is ... just be real. You owe no one an explanations of any kind. You have a right to your own opinions. You cannot control what others might or might not think. If you tread down that road, you will be unfulfilled and dissatisfied with life. Be true to who you are, be true to your own heart. God made just one, Lindsey Alison Richardson Flaute. Tell your own story, spot on, and let go of the rest of it. If you need a private blog, a journal, a diary for most private thoughts, go for it! It's YOUR journey, YOUR life, give yourself what YOU need.
ReplyDeleteI totally get this. I also have to be careful what I say and have even deleted some posts. Mine is more of a journal, but I can't really call anyone out in it lol If you feel like that is something you need, you can set up a private one. Writing is very therapeutic.
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